You did what you wanted and…
We’re proving to each other that romance is boring.
I swore I’d never forget.
And I didn’t. I made you a hat just like you wanted. I bought you the sweater you thought was so cool. And I got you a Lego figure of your favorite character. but you loathe me and so I took apart the hat. I returned the sweater and I threw the figure in a drawer. I wanted to wish you a happy birthday, but I doubt you would want to hear from me. I’m a fool for loving you. I am a fool for caring. I am a fool.
It started with a mix.
How did it come to this?
This feeling.
This longing?
You’re beautiful and you should remember that smiles mean your day isn’t terrible. No matter from where they came.
Like an unbalanced seesaw
Still sitting here wishing you loved me as much as I love you.
why do I still want you?
you change your mind about what you want very often, you contradict yourself constantly, you lie, and you criticize.
why can’t I stop missing you?
why can’t I just forget you?
