i write here in an attempt to hold onto my own sanity.Tumblr (3.0; @notsanctuary)http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/<p>We&#8217;re proving to each other that romance is boring.</p>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33996774967http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33996774967Sat, 20 Oct 2012 18:26:35 -0700<p>I&#8217;m a fool. </p>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33935045663http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33935045663Fri, 19 Oct 2012 20:04:25 -0700<p>And I didn&#8217;t. I made you a hat just like you wanted. I bought you the sweater you thought was so cool. And I got you a Lego figure of your favorite character. but you loathe me and so I took apart the hat. I returned the sweater and I threw the figure in a drawer. I wanted to wish you a happy birthday, but I doubt you would want to hear from me. I&#8217;m a fool for loving you. I am a fool for caring. I am a fool.</p>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33934569167http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33934569167Fri, 19 Oct 2012 19:56:55 -0700<p>How did it come to this?<br/> This feeling.<br/> This longing?</p>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33782909436http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33782909436Wed, 17 Oct 2012 11:34:29 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbpyamWXzf1rt2ccso1_400.gif"/><br/><br/><p>You’re beautiful and you should remember that smiles mean your day isn’t terrible. No matter from where they came.</p>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33355081523http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33355081523Wed, 17 Oct 2012 11:32:56 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbpy7bts781rt2ccso1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p>This is in no way as confusing as you.</p>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33355032022http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33355032022Thu, 11 Oct 2012 01:12:16 -0700<p>Still sitting here wishing you loved me as much as I love you.</p>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33330226751http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/33330226751Wed, 10 Oct 2012 17:00:14 -0700<p>why do I still want you?<br/> you change your mind about what you want very often, you contradict yourself constantly, you lie, and you criticize. <br/> why can&#8217;t I stop missing you?<br/> why can&#8217;t I just forget you?<br/></p>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/32254650225http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/32254650225Tue, 25 Sep 2012 01:36:47 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mannanjPPd1rf3pxfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31925024507http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31925024507Thu, 20 Sep 2012 08:51:50 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyx1mkNzru1qdtmtzo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31696722529http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31696722529Sun, 16 Sep 2012 17:17:04 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m62qj027fE1rz4vqbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31670603160http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31670603160Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:59:21 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m75swu8Pno1rasqjzo1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m75swu8Pno1rasqjzo2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m75swu8Pno1rasqjzo3_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m75swu8Pno1rasqjzo4_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><p>someday i’ll catch an owl and he will become my best friend.</p>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31669972513http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31669972513Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:50:11 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m76ln1hGG81qzn2q0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31669130217http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31669130217Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:38:00 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5y271vUER1qchjtmo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31669109688http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31669109688Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:37:42 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7btl2XZLz1qclab3o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31669031459http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31669031459Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:36:32 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m72ksqHVM51rabxmlo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m72ksqHVM51rabxmlo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31669017511http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31669017511Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:36:19 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m01eudfill1r4t91eo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31668989991http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31668989991Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:35:55 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0jz7boJxk1qh6zuco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31668938836http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31668938836Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:35:09 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7ox7aVrUz1qlqbd7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31668787596http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31668787596Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:32:55 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m81focj8TR1rcej5no1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31668727337http://notsanctuary.tumblr.com/post/31668727337Sun, 16 Sep 2012 10:32:01 -0700